I have another blog on tumblr, its all political without a single personal post- I care a lot about the state of the world we live in &how everyone is either uncaring or apathetic but this blog is my selfish blog.
Over here I can blog all the useless "pathetic" shit that I want &waste my time when the horrid events of the world become a little bit too much for my brain.
But mostly I can [hopefully] finally, finally let shit out here: I have a problem when it comes to talking to people, either I can't or I feel selfish telling them my non-existent problems when their lives are so much worse than mine. The other thing is that its hard for me to say what I'm actually thinking a lot of the time because they're really quite horrible thoughts. I just want to rant here &tell the truth to no one in particular once in a while. I don't really know why I'm putting this on the internet, I really don't care if no one ever sees this, its just I fail at keeping a journal so maybe a blog will work out for me before my brain explodes.
Ah, the beauty of being anonymous over the internet :)
